なつ啊 ...
每到夜深人靜的時候
我就會開始思念妳
不知道現在妳在哪
不知道現在你過得怎樣
即便我日日夜夜的思念
妳再也沒來過我夢裡
我壓抑自己的眼淚
努力強顏歡笑
但是我騙不了我的心
今晚
我又必須把自己哭得很累
才有辦法入睡
這段時間 常常都是這樣
哭一哭 累了 休息後就好一點
然後再哭一哭 累了 再休息 又會再好一點
就這樣 每天 每天 反覆 反覆
なつ啊 ...
妳知道我很想念妳嗎
沒有妳的日子 好難熬
沒有你的日子 我的心每天都在受折磨
好了 ...
已經哭到頭有點痛了
這樣 我等一下就可以睡著了
晚安喔 ... 我的寶貝
2 則留言:
If you still miss her just go and ask her to come out and talk to you that you make you feel better. It's OK to cry and think about her. This is the only way to make you stronger each day and be able to move on someday.
版主回覆：(06/29/2011 12:38:19 PM)
Actually I have already gone to ask her to come out and talk to me. She told me she have many thanks to me and she is already on the line to the next life. I don't know how long will I cry and think about her, because she is very special for me and no other can replace.
You should try to be happy for her, because she is moving on to the next life. Perhaps she won't be an animal again. At least she had a wonderful life because of you. Now, it's time for her to move on. Every dog is going to be very special for you, because your mission is to take good care of them. Now, your mission has completed and you would have to let her go. I know it's painful, but try to be happy for her.
版主回覆：(06/05/2011 11:58:23 AM)
Yes, I quite uderstand all the thing you said. Thanks a lot. Do you want to eat sunny egg? Come back to Taiwan and I will prepare you one. Haha, just joking. Actually, I feel happy for her, and I understand the life of a dog is really short, but I cry less and less every day. I pray for her everyday, and be a vegetarian for her for 49 days. When Potato is at home, I can sleep well. Don't worry about me, it just taks time to recover. Thank you. By the way, do you want fried egg? Come back to Taiwan, and I will prepare one. Tell Jo to buy me a LV for me (I will send him a photo of selected item), it will make me better too~ hehe~
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